I'm back after months!

LOSES

Lots of things happened in just few months..

funniest stuff was my gf just broke me up <20th>, dang..

It was 2years, 2months and 22days.

We started on 28th September 2006.



Frankly spoken, i don't know what kinda feeling i had when she told me about it.

Well, apparently it was like the same old me, accepted and bye bye..

She said:" We're stil friends..", i said:"Deja Vu!!", exactly like my ex said-_-"..



Sorry if there're girls reading this, i felt nowadays the trend is changing.

An era where girls still take the relationship on granted, but they have utmost choices..

And a pity lil nerd like me had to let everything go..



We had a promised future thou,

I bought my house, my brand new car is coming up after my house is done around CNY,

some savings, planning an office mid of 2009.

And thanks blogspot, i notice most of the promise were only made by me,-_-"..



She's an indonesian chinese, i knew her when we sat in the same cinema 2 n half years back.

A timid girl who spoke less in front of other people, but not infront of me..

We had some great time back,

often dates,

a trip to Tioman,

wonderous couple time.

I can't even imagine how can i let go a relationship like this.



Well, God said, there'll be another door open, that's right.

But...I'm stil struggling whether to shut this door, or to open the other door..

I have no lead, I'm so miserable.



If it's so, I'll have to leave it.

Better off, a happy ending.

Thanks Lord for introducing this relationship to me as well round it up.



My last relationship, i blogged it at myspace. Hope this will not end my blogs in blogspot.
http://n8cky.spaces.live.com/

p/s:I had a sign b4 my cousin sister a.k.a Amy's weeding. Next blog, lol..